So i think i am going to get over to the old man's tonight...he has had a rough weekend so i am not getting my hopes up as to what will occur after the kids go to bed...i am sure something will occur(unless he gets called out on work since he is on call tonight) but if i dont get my hopes up then i will be satisfied with whatever i get...there was a time when things were much less complicated in our lives and we were able to spend at least 5 if not 7 nights a week with each other...it was very very rare that i not get laid every night...to go from that to this where we each have so much other crap going on that we are lucky to get one night a week just sucks...it makes me feel like we need our play more planned out to make sure we both get the things we like the most in the little time we have...where before it was much more spontaneous...if he felt like using a belt he did because we knew he could use his hand or flogger or whatever the next night...now i find myself silently hoping "oh i hope he uses the flogger tonight" or "i hope he ties me up tonight" or "i hope he bites my neck and shoulders while fucking me doggystyle" because i dont know when the next time we will play will be...he always gets his anal and 95% of the time we start out with me sucking him off so i know his basics are covered but i worry about making sure his needs are taken care of 100% of the time when we do actually get to play so it wont be as hard on him when we dont get to play...so i try to plan how we play out a little more which does make it feel more like a chore(a fucking awesome chore) and less spontaneous...i am a planner anyways...it is how i am in every aspect of my life...so if i have a big evening planned and it ends up being a very nice but normal evening i get all butt hurt...i have to learn to roll with the punches more...oh well...anyways i am sure the old man will give me something to blog about tomorrow so i am going to go take a shower and go see him...i leave you with something i borrowed from a friends blogs
Nervous habits: i am a nervous talker...when i am nervous i talk and talk and talk not really making any sense
Are you double jointed: my thumbs are...pretty useless joint to be double jointed in.
Can you roll your tongue: yes and the nerd in me is going to inform you that rolling your tongue is a genetic trait.
Can you raise one eyebrow at a time: .not really and i just made some funny faces trying...however i can do the elivs lip thing where you raise one side of your mouth
Can you blow spit bubbles: depends what is in my mouth at the time ;)
Can you cross your eyes: yes i can
Tattoos: not yet...there have been times i wanted one but i always figured odds were good i would end up regretting it...i will probably wait until i am putting my kids names on my body to do it.
Piercing: sadly i am allergic to any kind of metal so i cant have any piercings...i really think i would enjoy some of the less publicly visible ones
Do you make your bed daily: not pristinely but yeah.
Which shoe goes on first: which ever one i found first
Speaking of shoes, have you ever thrown one at anyone: not yet but i have a list of people who deserve it
On the average, how much money do you carry: just enough to make it not worth anyone's while to mug me.
What jewelry do you wear 24/7: since i am allergic none...jeesh keep up.
Favorite piece of clothing: i love my hoodie that is 2 sizes bigger than i normally wear...i love snuggling up in it...of course i live in the desert so i get to do that for about 2 months a year.
Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it: why isnt there a "slurp" option?
Have you ever eaten Spam: nope and i wont...i am not and adventurous eater...if it looks weird, smells funny, or i don't know all of the ingredients i am not gonna eat it...although the last one is because i have a few really serious food allergies
Do you use extra salt on your food: only on my potatoes or eggs.
How many cereals in your cabinet: none...i am not a fan of cereal
What’s your favorite beverage: well if you are asking what i drink the most of it is water...i drink a lot every day...but a couple times a week i will have a can of rootbeer.
What’s your favorite fast food restaurant, depends on my mood...burger kings burgers are probably the best and i like wendy's chicken the best.
Do you cook: amazingly...it is the one area i never have any self doubt
How often do you brush your teeth: once a week?...seriously does anyone answer this question with an answer saying any less than once a day?...i brush them as often as my mouth feels icky which means when i wake up, and after i have smoked too many cigs and honestly i dont always do the before bed time brushing but my official answer is "enough"
Hair drying method: towel...my hair is very clown like unless i dry it with a towel and immediately put a lot of product in it and tame it...so for me it works best to not blow dry it...well it really works best to use a flat iron and straighten it all pretty like but i dont have the time for that
Have you ever colored/highlighted your hair: i am so blond i have considered using dye on my eye brows so it looks like i have some...that being said i have gone auburn and i think it looks pretty good on me but i cant handle the upkeep
Do you swear: only on days ending in y
Do you ever spit: well bred young ladies dont spit and i apply that to anything that enters my mouth
Animal: the beast that the old man turns into when he is in need of some anal from me.
Food: ice cream is pretty damn good anytime anywhere.
Month: it used to be December because that is when i take my yearly trip to see all my old friends but after the last year of my life my favorite month is any month in which the fates or the gods or goddesses or the powers that be don't kick me in the teeth
Day: any day i can make it through the day with out too much drama and the cherry on top would be getting to spend time with the old man.
Cartoon: south park
Shoe brand: .Nike...i learned it was worth the money to buy really good shoes when you are on your feet as much as i am
Subject in school: i was best at math...i just have a brain that can pick up mathematical equations by seeing an example once....but i had the most fun in chorus
Sport: is porn a sport?
TV shows: depends on my mood...i think my overall favorite is Sons of Anarchy...after that i like the other FX dramas-Rescue Me & Nip/Tuck...basically i am not too into sci-fi except for torchwood and i will watch almost anything else
Thing to do in the spring: fuck
Thing to do in the summer: fuck.
Thing to do in the autumn: fuck
Thing to do in the winter: fuck in front of a fireplace
IN AND AROUND
In the CD player: pink
Person you talk most on the phone with: depends on the day
Reading: christine feehan book.
Do you regularly check yourself out in store windows/mirrors: nope...i barely look in the mirror before i leave the house
What color is your bedroom: white...boring huh?
Do you use an alarm clock: not really...i used to be a night owl who could sleep all day...lately no matter what time i go to bed i am up between 5 and 7.
Window seat or aisle: window...i dont want to have to get up and down because the fool next to me has a bladder the size of a peanut
What’s your sleeping position: all over...i am a restless sleeper...unless i am in the old mans bed then i am on my side hanging on for dear life to prevent getting pushed out of the bed by the bed hog.
Even in hot weather do you use a blanket: nope...i used to until i moved to the desert now a sheet has to make do
Do you snore: no and anyone who says i do is a liar
Do you sleepwalk: nope but i like to sleep fuck.
Do you talk in your sleep: no and anyone who says i do they are an even bigger LIAR .
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: n ot unless the old man counts as one
How about with the light on: more often than not i fall asleep reading so yes the light is on.
Do you fall asleep with the TV or radio on: nope i always read before bed...it helps me unwind
Last interesting person you met: my moms doctor...she really is a cool lady