I'd complain if i was hung with a new rope

So i had my night with the old man last night...it was good BUT i didn't get as much sex as i thought i was going to...i had sent him emails though out the week telling him i basically wanted to get fucked all night long...i also asked him what he wanted me to do...he instructed me to bring my toys(i am not sure why since he has much better toys) and to wear my hair in pig tails...i had family obligations for most of the day so i didn't get over there til after 8...and on the way over i made sure i was listening to the playboy radio show figuring i might as well be hot and bothered when i got there...i was in a short denim skirt, cute panties, a sheer blouse, a black tank top(very low cut), and a red bra...the tank top was so low that the red bra was very visible through the sheer blouse...which i was a little self conscious of with the kids being there but i figured(hoped) that they would just think it was a red tank top...so the kids were up and about for a bit after i got there...so i had to sit up straight and be patient...the skirt was pretty short so if i had laid on the bed when they were in the room they would have gotten a nice view of my barely there pretty panties...so i sat up and chatted with them until they went to bed...then i laid down and was messin around on the computer while he sat at his desk and did the same...i of course was waiting for him to rip my clothes off of me and get down to it...i don't know if he does this to make me crazy or if he wants to make sure the kids are deep asleep or what but he basically ignored me for a while...he then went to get in the shower...so of course i was thinking "ok here we go" when he came back in the room he sat back at the computer again...i was doing my best to be patient or at least make him think i was being patient...so i started catching up on all the blogs i enjoy reading and hadn't been able to lately...of course the blogs i read are all of a sexual nature so i was just getting hornier and hornier and was rubbing my bottom or clit here and there and had 2 little O's...he finally came and laid down on the bed behind me and lifted my skirt to rub my bottom...i was expecting some rubbing and necking and petting...so it was a wonderful surprise when he pulled my panties to the side and slide his cock into me...i came in about 15 seconds...his cock just fills me so good...after fucking for a bit like that he got up told me to get naked and walked over to his toy bag...i mentioned i had lube in my toy bag--not wanting him to try to use the plugs with out lube...he told me he had his own...i tried to see what size plug he grabbed but he wouldn't let me see...so of course i knew it was the biggest one...and i tried so hard to take it...i finally called uncle and he told me it was almost in but i couldn't take it anymore...so he tried a little more but i was pretty insistent on him stopping...so he did and started to walk over to get a smaller one and i asked which one he used and he told me the biggest...i am pretty sure i called him a bastard...so he got the small plug and used it...even though i say it was the small one let me tell you it was big...once it was in i received a spanking and came all over again...then the old man started fucking me...feeling the plug and his cock at the same time was just plain heaven...i don't know how many times i came before he told me to get on my back and fucked me with my legs over his shoulders...he pulled out and pulled the plug out only to replace it with his cock...fabulous just doesn't describe how i felt...as far as the "kink level" goes with us this was pretty tame...just straight forward anal...make you think you have died and gone to heaven anal...after he came in my ass i turned over and laid on my stomach for some amount of time just enjoying the high...once i could move again i got my nightie out of my bag...i had planned my outfits very carefully which in itself is an oddity...normally i am a wear whatever is most comfortable" type of gal...but i wanted him to get hard just seeing me in each outfit...it was a very cute blue nightie with a white completely sheer bra peeking out from the top...obviously normally i don't pair a bra with my nighties but i wanted him to see my pink nipples through the white sheer bra and feel the need to pay those nipples lots of attention...we both smoked a cig and i laid back on the bed...when he started loading new apps from his computer onto his phone i got my laptop back on the bed and starting reading blogs again...a few of the blogs i read are very nice enough to post links to porn clips they have enjoyed so i was reading blogs and watching porn while he was playing with his phone...since we had only used the butt plug and no other toy, in addition to the fact that i had written him emails listing lots of nasty things i wanted him to do with me i was sure there were going to be more sessions coming my way...i honestly thought i was going to be tied up at some point(in addition to the sex toys i got for xmas i he gave me lots and lots of rope,) have the belt and/or crop used on me, maybe even be lucky enough to feel the inflatable dildo growing in me....and i just KNEW i was going to get to suck his cock for a long long time...i was hoping for a cream pie but didn't actually expect one...so again i was patient and then he FINALLY got up from the computer but before i could get my hopes up he told me he was tired and going to bed...actually i still had a glimmer of hope that once we got under the covers he would start something...but he didn't...he turned over and went to bed...so i read for a bit and then went to sleep as well...i woke up at some point between 5-5:30 and still half asleep thought maybe i could get some before we had to get the kids up at 6:30...so i started rubbing my ass against him hoping to waking him up with a hard on...me initiating sex is an issue between us...it really isn't in my nature to do so and there were two times in the past where i tried and got shot down...so i don't make the first move and he says he wishes i would...if i were fully awake i probably wouldn't have this morning either but i was half asleep and horny as hell...so when his only response was to push me out of the bed(i am hoping because he was asleep and is a bed hog not because i was trying to turn him on)i gave up and sat at the desk reading until he woke up...he finally woke up and got out of bed and told me to go back to bed...unless i was reading him wrong i was supposed to go back to bed so we could mess around...however literally as i was two steps away from the bed the alarm went off and he had to go get the kids up...but before he did he laid on top of me and kissed me...of course he thought it was a good idea to get me all hot and bothered right before we woke the kids up...i told him i was disappointed that last night didn't end up being the fuckfest i had imagined and he apologized....so all day i have had the equivalent of blue balls which i like to call blue ovaries...during the day i had the kids and he called and asked me to spend the night again tonight...i couldn't because i had a family thing...but told him hopefully tomorrow night

So am i a selfish bitch because i am complaining about only having my brains fucked out once in a night?...yeah probably...i just have had a crappy past few months and sex hadn't been a priority...well things are finally settling down and all week all i could think about was the old man doing naughty things to me...so while the sex we did have was mind blowing i wanted more

I will just keep my fingers crossed that tomorrow night can work out...until then i will try to stop my bitching