bullet proof vests and travel sex

Bullets are flying around the work place none of them are aimed at me but it always worries me when the powers that be get grumpy in this economy...i am already only working 30 or so hours a week instead of 40 and the business is coming into our slow season...i am just praying i dont get laid off...oh well only thing i can do it stay out of the line of fire and keep my fingers crossed

onto something fun...i am going on a trip at the end of the week...i was waffling about going or not-due to the above mentioned lack of job security and lack of funds...there is an event with all of my close friends that i really want to attend and another friend's family is going through a rough time so it would be nice to be able to throw them some support...so the age old fight between the devil on one shoulder and the angel on the other should ensued...ok i don't really have an angel on one should but i have a slightly more responsible devil on that should instead...and while i believe a person needs to take care of their responsibilities if you don't have a little fun along the way then why even try...so i decided that i would scrape together the money and give myself the break

so onto the spanko/sexy portion of the blog...because i have to put something about spanking and sex in right?...so the old man isn't going on this trip but it has me thinking about sex and spanking while traveling...the last trip we went on was the mini vaca i posted about on here where i got a quickie in the bathroom and that was all...the trip before that was to an old family friends house...now while staying in a hotel i think the sex absolutely is kinkier and wilder...but i really don't like to have sex in someone else's house...i am always afraid they will know and it will embarrass me...but the old man got me hot and bothered so i caved and let him fuck me...but it was the quiet, bite your lip instead of making any noise and definitely no spanking because it would be too loud kind of sex
Now if people are visiting me it doesn't bother me if they have sex in my house...and i have friends who's children were conceived in my house...and none of that bothers me...i am just too shy to do anything loud enough for anyone to hear in a house that isn't mine(or the old mans)
So do you agree disagree...know any tricks of the trade to be sneaky about it...just not care about it...etc

ps please do the poll on the right side of the blog

big ole stupide meanie head

So the old man is a big ole stupid meanie head...i am probably getting into trouble writing that...but if i wrote the other descriptive words i was thinking i would REALLY be in trouble....last night started out well...we were supposed to head off to the movies but i was feeling kinda lazy so when i got to his place i told him if he didn't want to go we didn't have to...so he went and got a package of clothespins and started attaching them...first came the nipples...obviously i loved that but if given the choice i would take nipple clamps over clothespins--they just squeeze tighter I think...then he started attaching them clothespins to my cunt lips...by this point i am soaking wet...the old man proceeds to fuck my face for a bit...him standing at the edge of the bed with me on all fours on the bed...while i am sucking him of he spanks me...maybe one day i will be able to keep sucking when i am getting spanked but i am not there yet...i still stop sucking to yell out when i get spanked...next the old man got the belt and went to town using it on me...with me squirming and yelling/moaning he proceeded to turn my ass red hot...this all turned into rough, nasty, hair pulling, shoulder/ear/neck biting, ass spanking sex...Our normal is usually to stick with oral and vaginal sex during round one of the night as long as we know there is going to be more than one round...this night was no different...after round one the old man removed the clothespins which of course brought a new wave of pain and made me ready for round 2 instantly...lol...the old man went to his desk to smoke...i threw my nightie on and he shook his head and informed me he wasn't done with me...eventually i grabbed a cigarette and went and straddled his leg so my wet cunt lips were against his bare thigh…..he rubbed my ass through my nightie and commented on how hot it was from my spanking….it really was very hot to the touch which means I was still feeling that wonderful stinging...i am not smoking a lot anymore...almost the only time i do it is after/during sex with the old man so i couldn't finish a whole cig...so i squirmed around on his leg a little bit before i put out my smoke and i went and laid back down...when he was ready for me again he made his way to the bed, laid down behind me, roughly threw my leg up in the air and positioned his cock at my cunt and started pumping away...every now and then he smacked my upper thigh/lower ass or pinched my nipples...now lube is a constant point of contention between us...obviously i want lube used in anal sex and he says it feels better if we dont use it...so he started using my cunt juices-by this point i dont even know how many times i had cum-to work his fingers into my ass...he repositioned me doggy style on the edge of the bed and started moving back and forth between my cunt and ass....he would push in my ass a little til i screamed out and he would move his tick cock back to my cunt for a few strokes and repeat...soon he was full fledged fucking my ass...i have described this before...when he fucks my ass so hard and ruthlessly i feel both hatred and love for him...i want him to quit it and never stop all at the same time...at some point of him using my ass i looked back over my shoulder at him and grunted "i hate you" to him...which of course only made him fuck me harder...still while looking over my shoulder i asked him how much he loved bringing me pain...he didn't respond verbally but he went at it even harder...at some point he choked me till i passed out and collapsed down still on my knees but my face and chest flat on the bed...when i came back to he was still just fucking me hard and fast...of course i came...lol...knowing that i only breathe when he lets me just gets me so horny...just typing about it right now has me soaking wet...so when this session was done he ran out to the store and when he came back i had the tv on a channel waiting for a program to start and I may have dozed off a teeny bit…well Mr I Must Be In Charge of the TV and Remote changed the channel to a movie i would never ever watch…when i told him to change it he said i was sleeping so he could watch whatever he wanted…i told him i didn’t want a scary movie on even when i was sleeping..i am a super duper wuss…anyways this conversation woke me up and i look over at the screen and he is chatting away in im with a female…i got super irritated…he should have been laying in bed with me not talking to some other female……grrrr…i don’t care if this is irrational it is how i feel…so i got all pouty and decided to just go to bed…this all happened at like midnightish…so at 2am!!!!! When he comes to bed and i realize how late it is i get even more pouty…he tried to snuggle with me a little and i make it clear i am not in the mood for snuggling…so he starts spanking me…now most times even when i am upset with him i am ALWAYS in the mood to get spanked and get some of his yummy cock…so i start getting wet and he spanks me some more…and then he turns over and goes to sleep…..leaving me literally all hot and bothered…so of course instead of being able to fall back asleep i am up and hot and bothered and pissed…i really didn’t go back to a good sleep for the rest of the night i was just dozing and waking up all night long and it is all his fault and now i am at work with blue ovaries…and even though i am mad at him i am wishing he were here bending me over my desk making me hate him all over again….sigh…well tomorrow i think i will be staying there and he better pull out all the stops…i want us to play with his whole arsenal…belts, straps, floggers, vibes, clamps, clothespins, and hopefully the tens unit...i want to be put in the corner, spanked, bitten, tied up, etc etc etc …of course i probably shouldn’t get my hopes up but i will keep you all updated...i am going to post a poll about anal and lube please vote for your preferences

further explanation

i must add an explanation to yesterdays blog...lets say there are 5 levels of being stressed and pissed...ranging from a 1 being annoyed to a 5 where you want to tear peoples heads off....now for levels 1, 2 &3 sex is a good fix...the release is awesome and a great way of getting your mind off of things...but if you are at a 4 or 5--wait let me clarify--if i am at a 4 or 5 that is when i cant get into sex...and lately things have been a 4 or 5...but hopefully it things are going to settle down soon...in fact since the birthday is only 3 days a way i am going to make damn sure things are at least settled enough for me to have a good time...i really do plan on blogging some more tonight when i get home

Ok so its been a minute since i have blogged...there has been an illness in the family...this is a good example of the difference between men and women...with women(well me at least) all of the mental stuff truly affects the sexual stuff...when i have all this drama and worry in my life i just am not in the mood...and at times i can force myself to fake it for the old mans sake but it just is for his sake and does nothing for me...but the old man could deal with just about anything or anyone and still put it all out of his mind long enough to have sex at least once if not more
So onto something more fun....my birthday is days away...4 to be exact...woo hoo..i like to refer to it as the best day ever!....i always do a family thing on my actual birthday so the old man and i will celebrate the Friday night instead of Saturday...i am sure i will get spanked 29 times because of course i am only 29 years old ;)...i actually am past the age of having huge birthday blow outs...nice quiet times with friends and family is more of how i like to celebrate
Now no girl in her right mind no matter how old or young doesn't like presents...however i am not too horribly materialistic about it...every year some of my adopted nieces and nephews will find the cleanest stuffed animal in their closets and the wrap it up all by themselves and it is one of my favorite presents to get every year....as for the presents i get from adults i just want thought put into the present...of course if the present is shiny and sparkly that isn't so bad either...lol...as long as it is something more thoughtful than a farmers almanac i am good...but my question to you out there in kinky spanko land is do you like/expect/not like toys for your birthday...either spanko or sex toys...with me it depends on the toy...if it is something i have been really wanting then i will of course enjoy it...but i also don't want the old man to get me a toy HE really wants and then trying to pass it off as something for me...i guess that goes back to the as long as there is thought put into it i love any present

ok i am off to read a blog or two before i go to bed...time to catch up on everyones blogs

soooooo sleepyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

so i am in the midst of a bout with insomnia...i have been unable to fall asleep easily...for the past week i have been tossing and turning trying to fall asleep..i have tried to read myself to sleep which usually works for me...i have tried to bore myself to sleep...i have tried to count naked men jumping over a fence(because who really wants to count sheep)...it has just sucked...and then when i fall asleep i havent been sleeping the whole night through...it just sucks
i am a girl who needs my sleep...it has even been said(of course i dont believe this) that i am grumpy when i dont get enough sleep...so i havent felt much like blogging or masturbating...but last night i figured maybe i will just masturbate and cum and that will help me sleep...no luck
i have a perscription that will knock me out but the problem is i am always useless and still way too drowsy the next day so i cant take it when i have work...i hope tonight something changes and i can sleep...or i might commit murder....ok well not murder but i am sure i am "this close"*holding up thumb and forefinger very close together* to getting into trouble with the old man
well i am going to go finish up my work for the day...maybe when i get home i will blog and get nice and turned on and then be able to sleep well*fingers crossed*

unrelated topic

just a quickie from work...i dont know how many of you are fans fo the FX TV show Sons of Anarchy...but the season premire last night was so dark and twisted and contained things i would have never guessed...it was amazing...i am going to go home after work and rewatch it...maybe i will blog after that...lol

here i sit on a bruised bottom

So the end of a long weekend has come...it was a bit of a stressful weekend...all of the legal hassles we have going on on the forefront of my mind...hopefully one day it will all be over with...so onto the spanking i received that has me sitting on a bruised bum :)...i got over to the old mans place and we did dinner and a movie with the kids...a movie in mind you...taking three kids out to the movies is such an undertaking that we hardly attempt it...especially since the old man is good at getting current movies off of the internet...much cheaper that way too...lol
Anways once the kiddies went to bed we had to do some running around cleaning up a situation that had upset him earlier in the day...a family member had caused an upset and it had the old man in a mood...which i constantly had to remind him not to take out on me...grrrrr...i don't mind getting snapped at if i have done something wrong...ok well that was a lie...i hate getting snapped at any time but ESPECIALLY when it isn't my fault he is in his mood...and of course i am such an angel i never take my moods out on him *fingers halo above head* so he shouldn't take his moods out on me
So i don't know if it was because he wanted to calm down or make me wait or he just wasn't in the mood yet but once we got back he ignored me for a loooong time...and you know how much i just love being ignored *sarcasm alert*...so i watched what i wanted on tv...oh yeah i actually had control of the remote for a little bit - progress huh?.....then i read and then i fell asleep...to be woken up to getting my ass spanked...which let me tell you is not a bad way to wake up..in fact the only way i can think of that i like better is to wake up with a cock deep in me....so it isn't that he was waking me up that way that bugged me...it was why did he wait til i had been asleep for an hour before he decided to play...oh well i shouldn't be complaining i really did enjoy getting laid
As i said he woke me up bringing his hand down on my bottom...he then instructed me to strip and service him...while i was stripping he grabbed the belt and as i was sucking his cock he was using the belt on me...every time he would strike me i would pull my mouth off of his cock to yell and squirm...so he started grabbing my hair and forcing me to keep my mouth on his cock as he used the belt on me...which was very hard for me...so of course i loved it
He then turned me around and began to give me the spanking i had been patiently waiting for...and every time he would make contact i would squirm...he tried to hold me still but let me tell you i am super squirmy when getting a spanking...i cant help it...while the spanking and the pain turns me on and make me feel like i am being truly controlled it still hurts!!!!!! i don't know if my inability to stay still bothers the old man or if he likes that i cant sit still
So after the spanking and sex that followed i laid and rubbed my bum for a bit...it was very hot and sore...so of course i was feeling all satisfied and happy...i read some more and fell asleep again while the old man dicked around on the computer....i vaguely remember him turning off my reading light and getting into bed...and then i distinctly remember him spanking me again....now a spanking on a bottom that already is sore hurts wayyyyyyy more than the initial spanking...so he spanked me some more...there was more spanking, sucking and fucking and i when i fell asleep my bottom was on fire and i was a happy little girl

It is amazing how a spanking can make my world right...now if i could only get it more...lol

keep your fingers crossed for us please

Hi there...this isn't going to be a spanking blog so much as just a venting blog today...my family is involved in a bullshit ass situation with a bitch who used to be part of the family(through marriage) She has made horrible and ugly accusations against us and though in this country you are supposed to be innocent til proven guilty this isn't the case...when spiteful worthless cunts know how to work the system you find yourself trying to make the powers that be believe that it is all a rash of shit...if someone looks at the situation logically it should be easy to see that she is a lying vengeful bitch...she literally tried two other times to drag us through the mud and when that didn't work she upped the ante and made the most vile accusations she could think of...hopefully when the time line is laid out and we prove her a liar on many of the issues the judge will realize this is just her grasping at straws and throw out the remaining baseless claims that boil down to our word against hers...but unfortunately it basically is going to be a he said she said type thing and who ever the judge believes is going to be the victor...i know "right" is on our side but i am worried because she is a very good bullshit artist and people like to believe her initially...i have seen it over and over with her where she will get a new friend and snow them playing the "oh pity me i am an angel who happens to be a vitcim too" and then after about 6 months she cant keep all of her lies straight and the friends realize what a piece of shit she is and they end the friendship...unfortunately we don't have six month to convince the judge what a liar she is...so i head of to court with my fingers crossed asking all of you to send your good thoughts, prayers, and good juju our way

Me a brat?...NEVER

i have a plan...i am going to hide the old man's belt and his bag-o-fun...he was a big meanie head and he fell asleep last night before we could play...now he may have fallen asleep because he has been working super duper hard...with the nature of his job he has calls after hours often in the middle of the night...so he may or may not have been tired due to that but i dont care*stomps feet*...so since he slept instead of playing he obviously doesn't need his toys right?...those of you who agree please leave comments...and if you don't agree don't leave a comment because he reads this and he will use it against me*giggle*

i obviously am in a playful mood and i have to amuse myself somehow right?...so really none of this can come back on me as my fault...right?

Is texting a weapon

Question of the day...do you use texting, emailing, dirty little notes, or even smoke signals as a weapon...maybe weapon is the wrong word...i will through out the day send the old man naughty text messages...i do it for many reasons...to turn him on, to turn me on, to let him know i am thinking of him, to get him all worked up, and sometimes even to get him sexually frustrated when i know he wont be seeing me to get some relief...if he actually took lunch to work i would leave little sexy note or pics in his lunch box...i make sure to send him naughty emails or cards from kinkycards so he gets to find those little surprises in his in box every now and then...i think it is fun and cute stuff
However i just got yelled at a little bit(mostly just him joking) because i sent him a text when i knew he was driving that said i should be giving him road head right now...he called and asked if i was trying to distract him so he caused an accident...hee hee
I never even really thought of my texts, emails, kinkycard, etc as bratting but now i kinda do and it is just going to make me do it more...lol...whats the worst that can happen...a spanking?wooo hooo
He doesn't do that kind of thing very often for me...i wish he would but i understand that while i sit at a desk every day he is on top of, inside of, or underneath cars all day getting dirty doing "mans work" so his work really isn't conducive to him sending me texts...but if you are reading this old man---it wouldn't kill ya to send me a text or kinkycard every now and then
So in your opinion...because i do value my spanko friends opinions...is sending these texts and other messages bratting?...and even if it is should i stop or continue